think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

that looks like my instagram account

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

idk

yeah

wait what is that

so an active mazelike process

send your tumblr

and the fake qualifier

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

bro i read nothing in my life

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

your feed looks like my tumblr

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Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i have read not even 1 book

it is hopeful

December 2025

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

or never left

much more tactility

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

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