your feed looks like my tumblr

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

we need to be deconstructing our identities

like magnets

propensity within someone

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

you cannot feed someone truth

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

bro i read nothing in my life

in a post. I want to be remembered

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it