really i want the internet

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i see a website

what do you think my name is

is everyoneback on tumblr now

abrar?

and the fake qualifier

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

god being the centre magnet

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

idk

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

its good short few pages

your feed looks like my tumblr

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

feel you

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

barren land

we can only engage in such a way

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

or never left

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl