i understand

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

but i respect your search

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

like magnets

abrar?

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Style

Slug

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

magnetises a pin

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

not their contents

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

we need to be deconstructing our identities

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

no like which do people call me

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.