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and the fake qualifier

December 2025

the site i am dreaming


It Will Get Lighter

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

It Will Get Lighter

no like which do people call me

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

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that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

is this you as well


"Put a blanket."
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

bro i read nothing in my life

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

wait what is that

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

like first name

we need to be deconstructing our identities