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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

the site i am dreaming

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Slug

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

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FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

no longer writing in the third person

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.