you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

plato

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i love it here

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

all that is to say

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

magnetises a pin

so the method has to be autonomous

abrar?

division of reality is straying away from it

kind of mythopoesis

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

its performative

yeah

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

propensity within someone

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

It Will Get Lighter