Today I felt like starting

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Worse Lift

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I am below everything.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

lol yea

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

its performative

so the method has to be autonomous

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

magnetisation/form

bro i read nothing in my life

like magnets

no longer writing in the third person

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me. The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.