Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!


Better Lift

and the fake qualifier


The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

bro i read nothing in my life

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

in a post. I want to be remembered

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

all that is to say

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

It Will Get Lighter

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

lol

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I Write Goodbye Letter

the site i am dreaming

not their contents