Rain, starting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

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I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

you cannot feed someone truth

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

currently

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

division of reality is straying away from it

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

in a post. I want to be remembered

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

It Will Get Lighter

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so an active mazelike process

i see a website

not their contents