Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Today I felt like starting

I am below everything.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

yeah

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

It Will Get Lighter

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

much more tactility

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying