i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
really i want the internet
it is hopeful
brb i will read and reply sincerely
plato
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
no longer writing in the third person
i dont understand magnetisation
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
or never left
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.all that is to say
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
autonomy of learning