i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

IWGD

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Thank you, Jack

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

yes

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Better Lift


kind of mythopoesis

but really the thing should be autonomous

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


somewhere between instagram and chatgpt



Better Lift

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.