so the method has to be autonomous
bro i read nothing in my life
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems
annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in the day.
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully
and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But
like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it
recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare
seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
It Will Get Lighter
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the
dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh
meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life,
either by social
expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to
speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear
of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals
escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a
confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution –
Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents
transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go
of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
