the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

13, H, grate

IWGD

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

in a post. I want to be remembered

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

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I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

is everyoneback on tumblr now

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

propensity within someone

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

no longer writing in the third person

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

so the method has to be autonomous

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying