so an active mazelike process
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
yes
it is hopeful
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
was it worth it
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
brb i will read and reply sincerely
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
sorry i am texting like a slav
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
not their contents
all that is to say
i dont understand magnetisation
no like which do people call me