it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so an active mazelike process

magnetisation/form

Lift Analysis

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

hiding from the rain

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

we can only engage in such a way

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

as in


13, H, grate