Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
so the method has to be autonomous
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
in a post. I want to be remembered
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
Today I felt like starting
propensity within someone
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
"Put a blanket."
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
no longer writing in the third person
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
its performative
that looks like my instagram account
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
i really havent