in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
isaac
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
we need to be deconstructing our identities
you cannot feed someone truth
we can only engage in such a way
like first name
i was tempted to lie about my name
yeah
have you read
i love it here
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
its performative
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
so the method has to be autonomous
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
no like which do people call me
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
division of reality is straying away from it
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
its good
no longer writing in the third person
I am below everything.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
not their contents