we can only engage in such a way

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its good

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

we need to be deconstructing our identities

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

plato

much more tactility

that looks like my instagram account

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


Lift Analysis

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and the fake qualifier

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Thank you, Jack

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

this will be about a slug

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

i was tempted to lie about my name

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

not so on: yvf(wthw)