theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.
all that is to say
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
you have a beautiful account btw
Thank you, Jack
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
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it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
division of reality is straying away from it
its performative
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
but really the thing should be autonomous
...
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
hello reader,
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet