think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


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She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

is this you as well