Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
lol yea
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
that looks like my instagram account
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
have you read
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
i love it here
so an active mazelike process