i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

idk

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

so an active mazelike process

propensity within someone

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

autonomy of learning

much more tactility

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

is everyoneback on tumblr now

its performative

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

we can only engage in such a way

was it worth it

yeah

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

your feed looks like my tumblr

so at the end

Better Lift

lol yea

i have read not even 1 book

the site i am dreaming

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

lol

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."