2 (actually index). two is company

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

in a post. I want to be remembered

IWGD

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

isaac newton

i understand

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

magnetises a pin

its performative

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

isaac

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

magnetisation/form

feel you

thank you

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

really i want the internet