okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

its performative

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

as in

is this you as well

feel you

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

ahnaf abrar

what do you think my name is

you cannot feed someone truth

magnetisation/form

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Better Lift

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

yeah

and the fake qualifier

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

wait what is that

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

yes

i have read not even 1 book

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time