hiding from the rain

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

so an active mazelike process

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

as in

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

ahnaf abrar

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

division of reality is straying away from it

like first name

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

the site i am dreaming

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

its performative

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i dont understand magnetisation

was it worth it

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

is this you as well

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

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was it worth it

we can only engage in such a way

I Write Goodbye Letter

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

isaac

magnetisation/form

bro i read nothing in my life

you cannot feed someone truth