Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
no longer writing in the third person
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
kind of mythopoesis
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
currently
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
in a post. I want to be remembered