but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
yes
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Today I felt like starting
i dont understand magnetisation
autonomy of learning
idk
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
no longer writing in the third person
so the method has to be autonomous
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
magnetisation/form