the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
no longer writing in the third person
really i want the internet
brb i will read and reply sincerely
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
so the method has to be autonomous
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
was it worth it
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
autonomy of learning