Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
no longer writing in the third person
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
is this you as well
i love it here
idk
ahnaf abrar
no like which do people call me
barren land
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
yeah
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
autonomy of learning
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
Today I felt like starting
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
send link
isaac
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
propensity within someone