i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i want to do that too

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Picture

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Rain, starting

have you read

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

is this you as well

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

it is hopeful

division of reality is straying away from it

Slug