okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
I am below everything.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
Today I felt like starting
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.