that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
i understand
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
what do you think my name is
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
like first name
feel you
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.and the fake qualifier
i love it here
its good
Today I felt like starting
abrar?
no i haven't really read anything
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
what do you mean