i have read not even 1 book

all that is to say

autonomy of learning

idk

not their contents

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

its good

It Will Get Lighter

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext 

        13       |
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            H   |
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currently

no like which do people call me

whats your name?

I Write Goodbye Letter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

you have a beautiful account btw

wait what is that

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books