It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.no longer writing in the third person
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
I am below everything.
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
magnetisation/form
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
god being the centre magnet
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
December 2025
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
its performative
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
its good