and the fake qualifier

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

its performative

whats your name?

i dont understand magnetisation

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

its good

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models 

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propensity within someone

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone truth

magnetises a pin

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

magnetisation/form

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

as in

its good short few pages