It Will Get Lighter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

really i want the internet

yes

but i respect your search

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

it is hopeful

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

no longer writing in the third person