abrar?

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

so an active mazelike process

whats your name?

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you think my name is

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

was it worth it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

magnetises a pin

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so at the end

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

i understand

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

we can only engage in such a way

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

wait what is that

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

It Will Get Lighter

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them