so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i
probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable
in a way that was engaging to me
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
It Will Get Lighter
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to
speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or
fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
bro i read nothing in my life
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we
watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the
bank.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
It Will Get Lighter
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.