wait what is that

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

2 (actually index). two is company

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

was it worth it

Rain, starting

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

It Will Get Lighter

i really havent

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so an active mazelike process

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

so the method has to be autonomous

as in

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

I Write Goodbye Letter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

not their contents

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

lol

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things