It Will Get Lighter

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

thank you

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

lol yea

your feed looks like my tumblr

i have read not even 1 book

send your tumblr

so at the end


stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

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She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

we can only engage in such a way

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

barren land

its good


amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

have you read


it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

all that is to say

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.