i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Rain, starting

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"


There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.



"Put a blanket."

it is hopeful

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

in a post. I want to be remembered

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Better Lift


It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

IWGD

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13