i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
no longer writing in the third person
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
was it worth it
isaac newton
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
god being the centre magnet
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
like magnets
sorry i am texting like a slav
currently
i dont understand magnetisation
but i respect your search
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
its good
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
i really havent
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.