And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

its performative

Today I felt like starting

Picture

lol yea

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

much more tactility

division of reality is straying away from it

autonomy of learning

13, H, grate

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

that looks like my instagram account

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

no longer writing in the third person

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

not so on: yvf(wthw)

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Slug

the site i am dreaming

"Put a blanket."

It Will Get Lighter