Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Today I felt like starting


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i see a website

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

hiding from the rain

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models


no longer writing in the third person

propensity within someone

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people