the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

but really the thing should be autonomous

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

thank you

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so the method has to be autonomous

lol

feel you

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

autonomy of learning

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

so an active mazelike process

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i want to do that too

and the fake qualifier

no like which do people call me

division of reality is straying away from it

like magnets

ahnaf abrar

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

sorry i am texting like a slav

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

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which magnetises chains of pins

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

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i understand

bro i read nothing in my life

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okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models