He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

lol yea

autonomy of learning

i dont understand magnetisation

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

as in

we can only engage in such a way

so the method has to be autonomous

all that is to say

its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

no longer writing in the third person

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It Will Get Lighter

you cannot feed someone truth

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

not their contents


there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Better Lift

division of reality is straying away from it

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

send link

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
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