a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good

i have read not even 1 book

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

was it worth it

we need to be deconstructing our identities

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

all that is to say

idk

Worse Lift

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Today I felt like starting

no like which do people call me

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

like first name

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i see a website

yeah