that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

autonomy of learning

so at the end

lol

as in

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its good

or never left

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

what do you mean

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

plato

like magnets

much more tactility

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

lol yea

no i haven't really read anything

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

have you read

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

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